Excitement

So i know that no one will care about this but me, but I'm excited about it so i thought i would share it with my loyal readers. i just received a phone call telling me that the set for my new show just got in and it looked like something from scooby-doo the musical... not this may sound a little strange to you but it got me real excited....i love scooby doo.... I'm seeing lots of purple and swamp plants. I'll have to give you guys an update when i actually see it for myself. _____NEW________TOPIC_______

Don't you hate when people think that they can intimidate you...i mean i always find it funny when people get loud and in your face. that's not intimidating. all that says is that you have a little penis and your breath stinks... i mean really....today has been a good day... i don't really have a lot to talk about I'm just gonna leave you wtih this quote..."scoo--bee---doo--bee-doo where are you? we got a lot to do now....."

Life Revelation

So as i was talking to a friend the other night and giving my daddy Trey advice and i made some life revelations of my own....The first being that someone cannot hurt you unless you allow them to hurt you! I feel like this is true in all areas of life. It is up to us and us alone to stand up for our selves and take control. we are in control of our feelings and we are the ones who allow others to hurt us. the 2nd being you must first love yourself...the wise Rupaul one said "if you can't love yourself how in the hell is someone else going to?" This statement is totally true. 3rd...you and you alone are in control of your destiny...Westside High School had a motto that said "failure is not an option" BULL SHIT...you can always choose to fail. everyday we are face with challenges. they are often not great but it's how you cope and deal with those challenges that make you successful or a failure. 4th Life is SHIT...I hate the expressions "things will get better" "the only way out is up" "the sun will come out tomorrow"...i think these are crap...Instead i think we should say "Tomorrow is a new day!" this statement is true. now tomorrow probally will be 90% shit, but it is the 10% that is not that is worth looking forward to. i feel like we all too often, me included, concentrate on the bad and hoard over it when we should instead cherish the good times, because they are far to short and to far apart not to enjoy them and if we are always caught up on the bad the good will pass us by. I think that at the end of the day if you can just say that you stayed afloat and didn't sink in the never ending hole that "the only way out is up" then you can say i was a success. After all if we didn't have all the bad then we wouldn't know just how great and awesome the good was...lastly i have learned in my existence here on this earth, and this is also a new revelation as of around April of last year, that it doesn't matter how much you do for someone. it doesn't matter if you do without so that they can have. it doesn't matter, it just doesn't matter. in this life you must place yourself on a pedestal. do what makes you happy. take hold of your future. go after your dreams. you can't live for others because if you do at the end of your life you will have never lived yourself and you will be left with nothing from always giving and the ones you gave it all to won't appreciate it because they will not have worked for it. and in life if it is worth having, then it is worth working for. So you have to do for you...you have to live for you...you have to make "you" happy....and in the process if others have benefited then that's great but you have to be your number one priority. For a long time that has not been the case in my life, but I'm working on changing theses things, and i hope you will re-evaluate your life and make sure you are living for you not your job... not your family..but for you...i feel like everyone will appreciate you and love you more with this new found love and respect for yourself! sorry for the grammer and run-on sentences...it's just how it came out. :-)

What Society Needs to Know!

I Feel like the media sometimes lets us down...just yesterday i was in class and my students were telling me about this lady whos butt grew onto a toilet seat. At first i found this odd, but i chose to check it out. As i was doing my research i found this to be true. The artical said that she had been on the toilet for three years and her butt skin had grown into the fibers of the seat and had grown around the seat causing her to not to be able to get up. The artical went on to say that her boyfriend had been bringing her food. First of all....how does she still have this boyfriend. this is nasty. i feel like no matter how ugly he is he can do better. second of all i had a couple of problems with the artical. 1) how did she wipe her butt when she went to the bathroom. it seems to me that with all that poop not getting wiped off and pee mixing with it, she would have some sort of infection...2)you know how when someone in the hospital is not moved they get bed sores...well did she have bed sores and if so are they called toilet sores. i mean i don't know the artical didn't say. and then i wondered 3) how did she sleep? did she have a pillow? 4) did she smell? i mean i'm sure she did but the artical didn't say...i just feel like we the people need more information. i'm sure if i had thought more on the subject i would have come up with more questions, but these just hit me right off. speaking of poop...today i was on facebook and noticed a piece of flair that said ipoop. it was like an ipod ad but had a guy sitting on the tiolet on that red background with a white cord going to the toilet. i feel like this may have been a little much, but i sent it to a friend anyway.

Haterade

So I know that everyone expects this blog so here goes. Ok so i must confess i have been slacking on my Britney number one fan responsibilities. Now as many of you may know, we go way back. like old school circa 1999. anywho, I did not get to see her on the VMA's Sunday night because i was dancing in platform boots in ATL. (hehe... i know you wanna know right....well you will have to come to fright fest at 6 flags to find out) but i was very upset when i did my research yesterday to find out that people were being nasty about it. Now I'm not trying to sound like that freak on you tube "LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE"....but from what i saw she looked good. she wasn't bald... her tracks were in right this time. she didn't make a mess of a performance like last year(Sorry Britney it's true), and i feel like she is getting her life together. so i have to say Good For Britney, Good For Her! I feel like Mrs. Spears is on the way to being a slave for us again, to being up against the music. so good for you Britney. Now as for me.... i got lots of sleep last night..YAY!!! i totally needed it. i was pooped. i didn't have to poop, but i was pooped. Today has been OK so far. and i think i found a new audition song from listening to my Big Fat Broadway on the radio. Gotta love Seth!!!

Triangle in a circular hole

So this is my first blog. I feel like i have so much to say today. Sometimes in life you just look around and know and understand that you just don't belong. I currently find myself in a job and a location where i just don't feel like i belong. The people here are super nice, but I'm constantly like a triangle trying to fit into a circular hole. The culture i am currently in, that is if you can call it a culture is like the BLACK HOLE!!! I feel like this is the place farm equipment comes to die. never to return again!!! I feel so sorry for the people who live here. like i said they are super nice, but i sometimes feel as if they have no clue. it's like that movie the village where they never step out of the circle. they have their own dialect, and definitely their own way of thinking. The people i feel the sorriest for are the kids. they can't help what this Town is doing to them. this place is a vicious cycle. the kids for the most part have no aspirations to get out or do anything different from their parents. and i believe that it is simply because they haven't experienced anything more, and that is not their fault but i blame the parents for not exposing their kids to more. I just leave everyday feeling a little depressed that I'm trapped here and totally sad for the kids and people who will never know any better. on a lighter note my favorite holiday Halloween is coming up in a little over a month. I've already started working on my costume. it's gonna be magnifierce!!!!