Monday, September 8, 2008

Triangle in a circular hole

So this is my first blog. I feel like i have so much to say today. Sometimes in life you just look around and know and understand that you just don't belong. I currently find myself in a job and a location where i just don't feel like i belong. The people here are super nice, but I'm constantly like a triangle trying to fit into a circular hole. The culture i am currently in, that is if you can call it a culture is like the BLACK HOLE!!! I feel like this is the place farm equipment comes to die. never to return again!!! I feel so sorry for the people who live here. like i said they are super nice, but i sometimes feel as if they have no clue. it's like that movie the village where they never step out of the circle. they have their own dialect, and definitely their own way of thinking. The people i feel the sorriest for are the kids. they can't help what this Town is doing to them. this place is a vicious cycle. the kids for the most part have no aspirations to get out or do anything different from their parents. and i believe that it is simply because they haven't experienced anything more, and that is not their fault but i blame the parents for not exposing their kids to more. I just leave everyday feeling a little depressed that I'm trapped here and totally sad for the kids and people who will never know any better. on a lighter note my favorite holiday Halloween is coming up in a little over a month. I've already started working on my costume. it's gonna be magnifierce!!!!

5 comments:

Unknown said...

1) I'm mad you ended your blog with magnifierce.
2) I'm kind of happy that there are not MANY grammatical errors
and 3) I'm scared that you now have the ability to have a regular blog. I'm very afraid...

colbymarshall said...

1.) I'm totally excited that you ended your blog with magnifierce.
2.) I didn't even check for grammatical errors
and 3.) Yay for you having a blog!

Heehee- Jenn, I couldn't resist ;-)

And...I am ready to hear about your Halloween costume! I trying to figure mine out alread, but I haven't come up with anything concrete yet.

Unknown said...

oh colby...you don't even know. it may involve planet unicorn...heeeey.

Anonymous said...

I miss magnifierce :(

Anonymous said...

I totally know how you feel about people and kids getting sucked into where they live! But, unlike j-watt (love you!), I love the word magnifierce :)